Ask me anything   Here's to another year.

Today is the day I finally get started on my tattoo >:D

Today is the day I finally get started on my tattoo >:D

— 2 years ago with 2 notes

you can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life…

I really don’t know how to even explain how much meaning this song has to me. I’ve seen some kid who disliked me to hang out with me, then dislike me again, to AGAIN hang out with me CRY to this song. There were other reason why he was crying, but he was crying tears of joy. He was so happy about his life that he just cried like a little kid. It was actually very beautiful. I’ve never seen anyone like that react to how well their live has gone. He may of not had much, but he understood that he had a lot to be grateful for. It just makes me think about how much I have to be grateful for as well. I have good friends and i’m true to myself. I don’t try and pretend to be someone i’m not, and because of that I attract people who are also real. Life is such a FUCKING trip. A roller coast that goes up and down and I just love it. I don’t deal with too much people, but I do deal with a bunch of music and that bring me so much peace to my life. Sometimes you just have to reflect on how great your life is, because some way it could be worse.

— 2 years ago
Oh well don’t mind if I do! ^_^

Oh well don’t mind if I do! ^_^

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— 2 years ago with 68 notes
At one point or another we all have to worry about our future. Moving out of state would be such a badass idea. I had the plan to move away already set until I actually gave it some actual though. If I do move out, the chances of me going to school are going to be fucking LONG GONE. I know myself and I know that I will party, and not give a damn about going to school. Therefore, I decided that i’m going to stay home for another year and finish up my associates degree. I have no idea what I want to be just yet, but I figured in time I will. I really don’t want to stay here more than I have to, but it’s for a better future. Once I’m doing getting my associates, I transfer out of of state to a university. Maybe go to school in LA, San Diego, San Fran, or even possible Denver. I have no idea where my life will be in a year, but all I know is i’m still really young, and I have a simple life here in NV. It may not be as glamorous as some that live in bigger cities, but here at home I have to opportunistic to go back to school, and work at the same time without much stress. I’m excited for this new plan! I’m going to take a Math class though for sure! I’ll talk to a counselor and see what other classes I should take. I’m a bright kid and i’m going to actually do something with my life. Just watch.

At one point or another we all have to worry about our future. Moving out of state would be such a badass idea. I had the plan to move away already set until I actually gave it some actual though. If I do move out, the chances of me going to school are going to be fucking LONG GONE. I know myself and I know that I will party, and not give a damn about going to school. Therefore, I decided that i’m going to stay home for another year and finish up my associates degree. I have no idea what I want to be just yet, but I figured in time I will. I really don’t want to stay here more than I have to, but it’s for a better future. Once I’m doing getting my associates, I transfer out of of state to a university. Maybe go to school in LA, San Diego, San Fran, or even possible Denver. I have no idea where my life will be in a year, but all I know is i’m still really young, and I have a simple life here in NV. It may not be as glamorous as some that live in bigger cities, but here at home I have to opportunistic to go back to school, and work at the same time without much stress. I’m excited for this new plan! I’m going to take a Math class though for sure! I’ll talk to a counselor and see what other classes I should take. I’m a bright kid and i’m going to actually do something with my life. Just watch.

(Source: hayleymelliott)

— 2 years ago with 20 notes
You give my body that sweet sensationYou bring my mind peace and relaxationMy soul receives that much needed meditationYou make my heart beat rhythmic vibrations You put me in sync the the constellationsBaby, you’re my weakest temptationYou’re my everything. 

You give my body that sweet sensation
You bring my mind peace and relaxation
My soul receives that much needed meditation
You make my heart beat rhythmic vibrations 
You put me in sync the the constellations
Baby, you’re my weakest temptation
You’re my everything. 

(Source: gossamerskin)

— 2 years ago with 66 notes
#poem  #poetry  #constellations  #stars  #love  #boyfriend  #girlfriend  #relationship 
Maybe this seems to be my problem with relationships. It’s not a matter of not believing love or anything, but maybe I’m just scared that someone won’t live up to my standards. I don’t believe my standards are high are anything, but maybe thats why I’m not willing to try a relationship. I know what I want in a girl, and i’m really not going to settle for just any girl. I’m not looking for the perfect broad, but i’m just looking for someone who can be just as crazy and still be faithful. Being attractive would be another big thing, because we all know that looks matter, and if you don’t believe that shit then you’re just living in denial. Anyways, well I still consider myself young for being 20. I have another decade to find Mrs. Right. Until then it’s just being single and doing my thing. No need to rush anything. I’m having fun regardless. Happy Sunday!

Maybe this seems to be my problem with relationships. It’s not a matter of not believing love or anything, but maybe I’m just scared that someone won’t live up to my standards. I don’t believe my standards are high are anything, but maybe thats why I’m not willing to try a relationship. I know what I want in a girl, and i’m really not going to settle for just any girl. I’m not looking for the perfect broad, but i’m just looking for someone who can be just as crazy and still be faithful. Being attractive would be another big thing, because we all know that looks matter, and if you don’t believe that shit then you’re just living in denial. Anyways, well I still consider myself young for being 20. I have another decade to find Mrs. Right. Until then it’s just being single and doing my thing. No need to rush anything. I’m having fun regardless. Happy Sunday!

(Source: purified-by-fire, via ramen-catholic)

— 2 years ago with 1457 notes
Plans are finally set. Now a play the waiting game…

Plans are finally set. Now a play the waiting game…

(Source: edm-university)

— 2 years ago with 150 notes
Tonight I was asked what my biggest struggle is. I sat there and thought about it for awhile and finally come up to the conclusion that lately my biggest struggle is my wants and needs. I have a good amount of money saved up, and the only thing I want to do is BUY EVERYTHING! I want shirts, shoes, pants, hats, shorts, glasses, a new phone, and just everything I can get my hands on. I have to really start thinking about, “Do I really need this shit?”. If I don’t then I need to back away and continue on with my life. I have big big big plans for July, which include moving to SoCal, and I need to save every possible penny I can. I have a few things I have to buy thought, like my ticket to EDC, POP, my flights to LA and back, and of course all the hotels for EDC. Most of that won’t be a problem so keep that all in check should be fairly easy as long as I keep my eyes on the prize. Another thing I have to keep saying that i need is going to the gym daily. I have been doing a pretty good job of keeping my word on that. I have been going and I have been putting good effort into the gym. I’m really proud of myself for doing so, but I have to make sure that I continue to do it. Having my body in focus will do me soo much. It keeps everything else in my life aligned. It stops me from eating fast food, it makes sure I eat when I’m suppose to, and I feel more complete. So in conclusion my biggest issue is just staying focused on the road ahead, all while keeping my ass in the gym. So far I’ve done of good job of all this. I just have to keep reminding myself later down the road.

Tonight I was asked what my biggest struggle is. I sat there and thought about it for awhile and finally come up to the conclusion that lately my biggest struggle is my wants and needs. I have a good amount of money saved up, and the only thing I want to do is BUY EVERYTHING! I want shirts, shoes, pants, hats, shorts, glasses, a new phone, and just everything I can get my hands on. I have to really start thinking about, “Do I really need this shit?”. If I don’t then I need to back away and continue on with my life. I have big big big plans for July, which include moving to SoCal, and I need to save every possible penny I can. I have a few things I have to buy thought, like my ticket to EDC, POP, my flights to LA and back, and of course all the hotels for EDC. Most of that won’t be a problem so keep that all in check should be fairly easy as long as I keep my eyes on the prize. Another thing I have to keep saying that i need is going to the gym daily. I have been doing a pretty good job of keeping my word on that. I have been going and I have been putting good effort into the gym. I’m really proud of myself for doing so, but I have to make sure that I continue to do it. Having my body in focus will do me soo much. It keeps everything else in my life aligned. It stops me from eating fast food, it makes sure I eat when I’m suppose to, and I feel more complete. So in conclusion my biggest issue is just staying focused on the road ahead, all while keeping my ass in the gym. So far I’ve done of good job of all this. I just have to keep reminding myself later down the road.

(Source: bemyperfectmistake)

— 2 years ago with 10 notes
#clear your mind  #mind  #body  #heart  #spirit 

Love is so difficult to find, because sex is so easy to get. If you have someone who is not only a lover, but a best friend, hang on to them. Its not everyday you find someone like that. Hope everyone had a great Valentines day.

— 2 years ago with 1 note
#valentines  #day  #love 
Lately I’ve been in love with this quote. It’s pretty self explanatory. Today at work I was just wondering how it’s possible to find that ONE person when there are so many people in this world. What if the person you end up with is in Russia right now or something. I wish I had a time machine just so I can see who I end up with. I would love to see what she’s like. All I can hope for is that she has curly hair ,rocks a mean leather jacket, looks amazing in a tight black dress, and works heels. :D

Lately I’ve been in love with this quote. It’s pretty self explanatory. Today at work I was just wondering how it’s possible to find that ONE person when there are so many people in this world. What if the person you end up with is in Russia right now or something. I wish I had a time machine just so I can see who I end up with. I would love to see what she’s like. All I can hope for is that she has curly hair ,rocks a mean leather jacket, looks amazing in a tight black dress, and works heels. :D

(via heroesofheartache-deactivated20)

— 2 years ago with 19 notes
This weekend I had the pleasure of hanging out with some people that I never really saw eye to eye with. One of them, i’ll call him A, was always some kid who I just never really liked, and the other, i’ll call him B, has been a kid that I use to hang out with but considered me fake, and just stopped hanging out with me. Looking back at the weekend, it really did make me think that maybe by just keeping it real and just being yourself you really do repel fake ass people. Kid A wanted to hang out with me and my friend Jorge this weekend. Jorge and I had plans to hit a club and just chill. I told Jorge that if he wanted to take him that it was completely fine. We ended up going and had some fun. On the way back, he was thanking us for taking him. He turned to me and he was just like, ” Miggs, thanks for letting me kick it with you. It’s actually nice to chill with real people. You gotta let me come out with you guys more often!” I was flattered by his compliments, but I told him to not keep his hopes up. I didn’t want to seem like a complete asshole, but I told him the reason why I seem to real is because I truly just kick it by myself. I have one friend which is Jorge and that’s about it. I told him how having more people in your life only brings problems. I did tell him though that I would definitely consider hanging out more. After I explained all that he only had more compliments to add. He told me how that’s probably the most real thing anyone has ever told him. He admired how I just keep to myself and just do me. He understood and just apprecaited that we had to oppurtunity to hang out. As for kid B. Hanging out with him just made me realize that people do drift a part, and that sooner or later people just worry about their lives, and say fuck everyone else. It’s nice to know that I’ve been focusing on my life as well. Once you stop measuring dicks you can actually start worrying about yourself and your dreams, and theres nothing better once those things are accomplished. As for now, I know I don’t have many friends, but I’m grateful for the ones I have even if they’re miles and miles away. Stay true to yourself and everything else will fall in place. Fuck everyone else. They don’t matter.

This weekend I had the pleasure of hanging out with some people that I never really saw eye to eye with. One of them, i’ll call him A, was always some kid who I just never really liked, and the other, i’ll call him B, has been a kid that I use to hang out with but considered me fake, and just stopped hanging out with me. Looking back at the weekend, it really did make me think that maybe by just keeping it real and just being yourself you really do repel fake ass people. Kid A wanted to hang out with me and my friend Jorge this weekend. Jorge and I had plans to hit a club and just chill. I told Jorge that if he wanted to take him that it was completely fine. We ended up going and had some fun. On the way back, he was thanking us for taking him. He turned to me and he was just like, ” Miggs, thanks for letting me kick it with you. It’s actually nice to chill with real people. You gotta let me come out with you guys more often!” I was flattered by his compliments, but I told him to not keep his hopes up. I didn’t want to seem like a complete asshole, but I told him the reason why I seem to real is because I truly just kick it by myself. I have one friend which is Jorge and that’s about it. I told him how having more people in your life only brings problems. I did tell him though that I would definitely consider hanging out more. After I explained all that he only had more compliments to add. He told me how that’s probably the most real thing anyone has ever told him. He admired how I just keep to myself and just do me. He understood and just apprecaited that we had to oppurtunity to hang out. As for kid B. Hanging out with him just made me realize that people do drift a part, and that sooner or later people just worry about their lives, and say fuck everyone else. It’s nice to know that I’ve been focusing on my life as well. Once you stop measuring dicks you can actually start worrying about yourself and your dreams, and theres nothing better once those things are accomplished. As for now, I know I don’t have many friends, but I’m grateful for the ones I have even if they’re miles and miles away. Stay true to yourself and everything else will fall in place. Fuck everyone else. They don’t matter.

— 2 years ago with 399 notes
#fake friends  #friends  #real 
Wishes. I remember a few months back I had this idea on them, and I really thought that wishes really come true. Anything in life can be obtained, but it all depends on how bad you want it. Everything in life is within arms lengths, but it’s all up to you weather you close your arms and get it. I’ve never seen many shooting stars, but when I do I would wish for her. Some how for everything to just go back to way things were. I continued to wish and even on 11-11-11 I somehow wasted that one on her as well. Did they ever come true, well only time will tell that one. Lately I’ve been wishing on other things, and more importantly me. I have been wishing for happiness. I’ve been full of such emptiness for such a long time that I really hope that everything will start to just work for me and I will be able to finally live the life I’ve always wanted. Slowly, I see them all coming together. This year I promised myself that I would make it an unforgettable year, and so far it has been. I’ve been able to buy my new mixer, buy an iPhone so I can capture all these wonderful moments, pay for all my shows, and now finally I have enough money to move away from here. All this really just does make me think that it would just be nice to spend all these moments with someone. I was a huge One Tree Hill fanatic for awhile, and I remember one thing that show always stuck with me. Peyton asked Lucas, or whoever asked him, when all of your wildest dreams come true, who is person you want to stand next to you? Lucas eventually went up to Peyton and told her that he wanted her to be standing next to him when all his dreams come true. I ask myself that question now, and there still isn’t anyone standing next to me. I knew for the longest time who I wanted to be there, but now that’s all changed. All the success in the world doesn’t mean a thing unless you can share it with someone. Maybe I won’t find that person here, and probably not in San Diego either. It’s an interesting question to ask yourself. 
"When all your dreams come true; who do you see standing next to you?"

Wishes. I remember a few months back I had this idea on them, and I really thought that wishes really come true. Anything in life can be obtained, but it all depends on how bad you want it. Everything in life is within arms lengths, but it’s all up to you weather you close your arms and get it. I’ve never seen many shooting stars, but when I do I would wish for her. Some how for everything to just go back to way things were. I continued to wish and even on 11-11-11 I somehow wasted that one on her as well. Did they ever come true, well only time will tell that one. Lately I’ve been wishing on other things, and more importantly me. I have been wishing for happiness. I’ve been full of such emptiness for such a long time that I really hope that everything will start to just work for me and I will be able to finally live the life I’ve always wanted. Slowly, I see them all coming together. This year I promised myself that I would make it an unforgettable year, and so far it has been. I’ve been able to buy my new mixer, buy an iPhone so I can capture all these wonderful moments, pay for all my shows, and now finally I have enough money to move away from here. All this really just does make me think that it would just be nice to spend all these moments with someone. I was a huge One Tree Hill fanatic for awhile, and I remember one thing that show always stuck with me. Peyton asked Lucas, or whoever asked him, when all of your wildest dreams come true, who is person you want to stand next to you? Lucas eventually went up to Peyton and told her that he wanted her to be standing next to him when all his dreams come true. I ask myself that question now, and there still isn’t anyone standing next to me. I knew for the longest time who I wanted to be there, but now that’s all changed. All the success in the world doesn’t mean a thing unless you can share it with someone. Maybe I won’t find that person here, and probably not in San Diego either. It’s an interesting question to ask yourself. 

"When all your dreams come true; who do you see standing next to you?"

(Source: hotxbuns)

— 2 years ago with 8 notes
OOOOHHHHHH MMYYYYYYY GOOOOOODDDD!!!!!! :O!!!!!!!

OOOOHHHHHH MMYYYYYYY GOOOOOODDDD!!!!!! :O!!!!!!!

— 2 years ago with 876 notes